Why did Jesus choose me?

Jesus‘ criteria for his followers is that one listens and follows him when he invites. If we look at the character of each of the apostles, we find that Jesus has actually gathered a whole bunch of personalities and quite hard to imagine how would they get on. But they did one thing…they listened to Jesus and responded to his invitation. They got on alright because they set aside their differences. They keep their focus on Jesus. SO if we just keep our eyes focused on Jesus…we would come to know that we are all loved by God, no matter who we are [rich or poor; famous or anonymous; black or white, etc.]; where we are, whatever we are doing, and whenever.  Sometimes it’s quite a big deal for us to stay focused on Jesus, to listen to him and more so to follow his invitation because sometimes we would think  that he is too kind for the bad people or he is too bad for the good people. But whatever category we wish to belong [bad or good or both], Jesus calls us to follow him for he is the only Way, the truth and the life. 

There is an amusing story about these first disciples implying that if Jesus would have chosen them today using the modern way of assessing people, only Judas Iscariot would have been found  more qualified for the ‘organization’ that Jesus wants to establish than the rest of the apostles. Let’s ponder on how God chose people very different from the way we look at people. 

“With a broad swipe at modern psychological testing skill assessment, someone suggested that if Jesus had sent his twelve apostles for these tests, this might well be the reply, he would have received:

‘Thank you for submitting the resumes if the twelve men that you have picked for managerial positions in your new organization. All of them have taken our battery of tests. We have run the results through our own computer after having arranged personal interviews for each of them with our psychologist and vocational aptitude consultant. It is the staff opinion that most of your nominees are lacking in background, education and vocational aptitude for  your enterprise. They have no team concept.

Simon Peter is emotionally unstable and given to fits of temper. Andrew has no qualities for leadership. The two brothers, James and John, place personal interest above company loyalty. Thomas shows a skeptical attitude that would tend to undermine morale. Matthew has been blacklisted by the Jerusalem Better Business Bureau. James the son of Alphaeus, and Thaddeus definitely have radical leanings and registered a high score on the manic-depressive scale.

One of the candidates, however, shows  real potential. He is a man of ability and resourcefulness, meets people well and has contacts in high places. He is highly motivated, ambitious and responsible. We recommend Judas Iscariot as your controller and right hand man.  [Jack McArdle]

-It is his work, and it can only be done by his power. At most and at best we are only messengers, or conduit pipes.

- Thank God our effectiveness as gospel people has nothing to do with our skills and talents. It is the spirit of God working in and through us.

-The ‘world’ could never understand that.


Saint John, Apostle, Evangelist [Readings]

First reading 1 John 1:1-4 ©
Something which has existed since the beginning,
that we have heard,
and we have seen with our own eyes;
that we have watched
and touched with our hands:
the Word, who is life –
this is our subject.
That life was made visible:
we saw it and we are giving our testimony,
telling you of the eternal life
which was with the Father and has been made visible to us.
What we have seen and heard
we are telling you
so that you too may be in union with us,
as we are in union
with the Father
and with his Son Jesus Christ.
We are writing this to you to make our own joy complete.

Psalm Psalm 96:1-2,5-6,11-12

Gospel John 20:2-8 ©
On the first day of the week Mary of Magdala came running to Simon Peter and the other disciple, the one Jesus loved. ‘They have taken the Lord out of the tomb’ she said ‘and we don’t know where they have put him.’
So Peter set out with the other disciple to go to the tomb. They ran together, but the other disciple, running faster than Peter, reached the tomb first; he bent down and saw the linen cloths lying on the ground, but did not go in. Simon Peter who was following now came up, went right into the tomb, saw the linen cloths on the ground, and also the cloth that had been over his head; this was not with the linen cloths but rolled up in a place by itself. Then the other disciple who had reached the tomb first also went in; he saw and he believed.
REFLECTION:
St John has heard of Jesus. He has also seen the Lord. With that experience with Jesus, he could not help but preached and tell the whole world about the wonderful experience he has of  the Lord. This is the result of his belief that Jesus is really the WORD of God who comes into the world and made flesh for us….
As Christians, certainly we’ve heard the Lord, we have seen him in our eyes of faith, we believe in him…NOW do we have the courage to tell the whole world of our experience with him?